reluctation

noun2

1. •
   (no longer used) Resistance, struggle.

   • The prerogative of God extendeth as well to the reason as to the will of man ; so that as we are to obey his law though we find a reluctation in our will , so we are to believe his word — 1605
2. •
   (no longer used) Reluctance, unwillingness.

   • But the very next day, by an unreasoning impulse to which he yielded almost mechanically, without reluctation, he found himself seated before the misty orb. — 1933